There are things that I will post here that I won't post on CB or FB because I feel like people who seek out this page are really seeking more of my thoughts than words and updates of Alli and cancer. This is my spot to speak my mind and not worry about updates and procedure but to rather just be me!
Not long ago I had a dream....I was in a horror movie. I was in an old abandon wood house with gaps in the wood sliding that allowed just enough light in to give it the dramatic feel of a hollywood horror movie. I was on my knees praying beside an old rusted iron bed-very well aware that something or someone was watching me- but I was not afraid.
As I rose from my knees I entered into a room that must have been the living room. Just then, up from the floor-bursting through- came satan!! He wasn't the red devil image of books and Halloween but a dreadful looking creature of gray-death like color. Long clawed nails, wings wide open, horns, gnashing teeth--horrible!! Then he reached out and grabbed my arm--and I FELT SOMETHING GRAB ME!! (I've never had a dream like that before) In my sleep I could feel something had a hold on me and I was wrestling with it. At that moment I looked into his face and said- without fear- "You have NO place here..get thee behind me!!!" I wasn't afraid--but I was mad. As I wrestled ot get my arm away from him I heard the most joyful sound..
Behind me to my left was the most beautiful white light. Within the light was singing and laughing..a voice of an angel. There behind me was Allison singing "Jesus..He can move the mountains...My GOD is mighty to save, He is mighty to save....." Along with her was my sister Amanda. I turned and was in complete peace that Alli was there with me...singing and knowing that Jesus is ever present. I looked right at the devil and started laughing.....I knew-(had a conscience thought) that I have no reason to be angry at you....YOU HAVE NO PLACE HERE!! At that moment I started laughing he disappeared like a puff of smoke and was replaced with the most beautiful field of flowers. Then I woke up! I wasn't upset or afraid...but at complete peace.
Do with that what you will..........I've NEVER had anything so real happen to me before in my life.
Paula
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